My name is Brianna. Im 20 years old. I found out i was pregnant in june. I have a son, Thomas Jonathan. I have a loving fiancé who is my whole world, & two puppies. This is my way of releasing stress & coping with life and all the unexpected things and daily battles.
We leave for St. Louis on Thursday and have nothing packed, not even sure how all of this is gonna work. Can’t find half the stuff I need and pretty sure my fiancés brother stole most of it. Pretty pissed!
I am so lucky my fiancé builds computers and knows computers in and out. My MacBook just randomly stopped working and I thought I was going to need to go buy another one tomorrow since I can’t not have a laptop during school. But he knew to try to unplug the battery within the computer and replug it in and see if it worked. And it did!! Got so lucky tonight I did not have the money to buy another computer right now.
Being a parent:
Changing your child before you change yourself. Bathing your child before you bathe yourself. Feeding your child before you feed yourself. Making sure your child is peacefully sleeping before your aching body touches its bed. Protecting your child and getting rid of their fears even though you’re nowhere close to ridding your own.
Being a parent is loving your child more than you could ever love yourself.
I can’t believe that 6 months ago I gave birth… This little man is growing up to fast!