Im 19 years old.
I found out i am pregnant in june.
Im having a baby boy.
i have a loving fiance,
& two puppies.
This is my way of releasing stress
& coping with the things in my life.
I start work again next Tuesday, I really am not looking forward to it at all. I don’t want to leave my baby even for only 5 hours! Plus I’m nervous about having to pump at work, I don’t know where I’m going to be and it’s really stressing me out and making me anxious
It stinks when I’m up late with my little guy and my fiancé is sleeping I’m sitting in this dark room breastfeeding and I just feel so lonely, because even Thomas is half asleep eating. It’s so frustrating that I do it all night by myself then all day cuz he’s working.
I love you so much, I hate getting out of bed and going to work because it means leaving you and Thomas. You take such good care of our son and I’m happy I’m with you and that you still love me.